Liberty!

So here i sit, yet again... waiting for word... i'm always waiting for word. cause soon, oh so very soon Riley will be off work for the weekend. and i will be SOOO happy. but sad a little too. this is Riley's last weekend before he leaves me for 6 wait 4 wait 5... an undecided amount of weeks. he'll be doing training for his deployment. and i'll be stuck on this island. at least i have little Deezul to keep me company... if i don't strangle him :)

speaking of Deezul... he got bit by a bug or something so his Right eye is swollen, and he can barely open it. well it's getting better but it was REAL bad. i felt so bad for my little man. as we speak(or as i type) he's attempting to pounce on a gecko on our back porch :) his potty training is going AWESOME. he's completely potty trained. when i leave him in his room for an hour or so while i'm at the gym i come home to NO accidents PRAISE THE LORD!!! he has only had one accident in over a week and it wasn't an accident. he got pissed at me... so he squated right in front of me and peed.... ooooooo let's just say he KNEW he was in BIIIIG trouble!

well, for any of you who were worried about me. i am adjusting to island life. i've made a few friends. and have changed my daily gym time so i can go with these 2 other girls. i really like them... just as a p.s. :) we have tons of fun! and i am training for a 5k, so i've been running 3 miles everyday... pretty much with a few exceptions. i'm back on track to try and lose the last bit of weight. when i started this journey i never thought i'd actually be at the weight i'm at now. i thought it would be soo much more difficult. but it wasn't near as bad as i was thinking. and i'm down to the last 20 lbs until i hit my goal weight. and it's getting harder now. but i'm really hoping to be there by oct. i'm getting close. but now that i don't have that much fat on me... i notice every little spot that has some... cough* love handles*cough... they can die p.s. but for reals, i'm battling this last little bit. and i'm hoping with Riley being gone for at least 4 weeks i can get back on track. and when i DO lose the last of the weight. i want it to be known that my goal is when i eventually DO get pregnant.. that i will weigh LESS at my biggest pregnant, than i did before i lost all this weight. to do so i will need to continue to eat right and go to the gym while preggers.. but now that it's blogged... LET IT BE WRITTEN!